Valerie Jones

{Live with Purpose. Lead with Passion.}

I am a blogger, worship leader, and speaker who helps worship leaders and team members connect with purpose and passion in life and leadership by offering encouragement, community, and practical resources so that they can thrive in life and leadership, both on and off the platform.

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{Why | Day 4 of 31}

Day 4 | {WHY}

Go.

Oh goodness. Sometimes, you have to let go of the need to know why. You have to be ok not knowing. Confession: I'm not always good at that. But, thankfully Holy Spirit is patiently teaching me. There was a time past when, instead of trusting God's nature, I demanded answers from Him. Why did that happen to me? Why didn't you protect me? Why didn't you heal her? Why did you let him die? There are SO many things wrong with this mindset. But, here’s one: I mistakenly believed God owed me some explanation. Real talk? He doesn't. God can handle my questions. It's just that my heart was angry and bitter. And, that's never good. Sometimes, we believe we have earned the right to be angry, and we guard the wounded places of our hearts. But God wants unrestricted access to our wounded hearts and the broken pieces of our lives. And when you invite Him to work in those fractured, hidden places, guess what happens? You start asking different questions. Instead of demanding answers to all of the whys, you start asking God to reveal something of Himself to you. You begin asking Holy Spirit to teach you things, to make you more like Jesus. You learn to lean into the truth that Jesus changes everything. Here's the thing: We have to want Him more than we want answers to all the why questions. He wants to be the one thing we desire above all else. We have to trust Him more than we need to have every answer. Because, friends, there are seasons of life when HE is the only thing that makes sense. Besides, He's perfectly trustworthy. He never gets it wrong. Never.

Stop.